Neither i have any sweet and caring words from you nor romantic initiative action from you.
How long do i need to wait? How can i let you know that i'm not independent at all, i'm not mature at all. I need you to care for me like your precious, concern and love me like no one else. I do not need your FULL attention but your FIRST attention. How can i let you understand all this??

We started to dislike/criticize each other attitude/character instead of develop more feeling. Instead of being understanding knowing what we really are, I find myself enduring. It shouldn't be like this.
Blaming myself for thinking toooo much.

I told myself if i were to be together with you, this will be my last and final relationship i going to have. No matter how fierce our argument is, how sad we are, i want to solve it. I really want to solve it.

I'm too impatient. Please forgive me.

I love you and i truly love you.

Joanne