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Joanne :)
By knowing me you will suffer..
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Thursday, October 18, 2012
@ 5:42 PM
Days like after an argument is made, Every second of every hour are the thoughts of what you had said to me. You will never know how I feel. Well because I'm too scared to say what I feel.
Too scared to say - I really need you to prove me with your action rather than your words
Too scared to say - You are really treating me so unfair
Too scared to say - All you care is about yourself, your feelings, your thoughts
Simple enough, but yet so difficult. I started doubting myself, am i really ready. I lost the trust in myself, but without you i am totally lost.
No matter how busy i am or how i wanted myself to be busy with, my eyes will tend to keep looking at the phone unless i am away from it. My mind will keep thinking of what will you be doing at this timing, sometimes i even have the urge to text you.
My love for you is growing but my heart is weakling. But most importantly
I love us & I love you.